15 Day Challenge [Day 8]

[Day 8]: Describe the good, the bad, and the ugly about yourself.

This is such a hard one…so hard that I was supposed to have submitted this post yesterday, but I couldn’t get myself to write anything. It helps that I…TMI WARNING…am on my period, so I guess it is kinda of easy to talk about the bad first. I get very bitchy when I am on my period. I am usually pretty serene, but when I am on my period I develop this intense hatred towards the world. Actually, not really the whole world…mainly towards the people that I love the most such as my mom and my boyfriend. Sometimes, even when unprovoked, I HATE THEM SO MUCH, and it is usually for NOTHING. At any other time, I absolutely love them so absurdly much…more than my own self. When I am on my period, however, I WANNA KILL THEM!!!! AAAAHHHH!!!! And that hatred multiplies exponentially when they notice that I am not acting like myself and ask: “are you on your period?” or “you are on your period, aren’t you” or “oh…now that explains it! you are on your period!” UGH! lol

When I am NOT on my period…lol..I guess the good about me is that I am a very respectful person. I try to be kind to people…I try to always have a smile on my face, and I try to make people know that they can trust me. Another good thing about me is that I am very crafty and artistic and that kinda helps with everything in life…really…I am also very trustworthy and loyal. I think that backstabbing and cheating are despicable things and a good and respectable person should never ever do that to anyone.

The picture of the mess that is sitting right beside me and driving me craaaazy.

I think that the ugly about me is that I am very neat picky and somewhat OCD. Like I have mentioned before, I even try to dry sinks after I use them…even when I am not at home. I don’t like things in my kitchen sink, so I ALWAYS rinse them right away and tuck them away in my dishwasher. I feel kinda depressed when things are out of place, and just staring at the pile of things that have not been organized yet from my move from Waco to Dallas I already feel like jumping in bed, going to sleep, and never waking up again…lol One more thing that makes me feel ugly is that I am over the weight I would like to be. I have always been an athlete and my body has always been muscular and tight. After I was done with volleyball I was extremely burned out. I didn’t work out regularly until last year. Now, after moving in with the bf I have a great accountabilabuddy. We go workout at least 5 days a week and although I have already seen changes in my body I have not lost a pound (probably because I have not been SUUUPER strict with my diet). I am tighter than before, but to be completely happy I want to lose at least 15 pounds.

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